Have I met you Yet

Yet another time, the person I want  ,wants another . Yet another reason to doubt my abilities . Yet still I want to find the one for me . Is there anything I have yet to receive as far as love goes . Yet again it all turns to shit . Attraction to someone more suitable , or a passing fansy . Yet I find the right thing to do . Yet again another lover to lose .  Have I even met you yet , found the mutual understanding others get . individuals who bond . If yet again I get let down , if all was a waste of my years . Yet again another regret . Still looking for you , running out of time . Yet determined . Are you the one who got away , are you already dead . Are you yet to appear . Are you even out there in the masses . Have I met you yet . Can I meet you now . Is there reassuring yet to awake this broken . I am unsure if the best or worst is yet to be . Hard to stay confident when people I love and give my best to yet still dump me .