he didn't take my soul 18+.

That night he fractured my spirit,
Pisces of me escaped,
I've never seen them again,
But he didn't take my soul,
Innocence was snatched,
in violent waves,
His hands all over me,
His aggression against my body,
Pinned against the walls of the darkest place,
No one for miles,
He knew this space,
Cruelty whispered within my ear,
I could rape you,
Fuck you right here,
No one will know,
No one can hear,
You're all mine my dear,
As his hands both clenched my neck,
Tightening every time my eye's showed disrespect,
He watched the tears streaming down my face ,
He wiped them away,
They caused disgrace,
His fingers covered in my blood, leaving my face smeared with heartache,
I could smell my own blood,
I could feel it drying out
As i screamed inside,
Afraid for my life,
Silent tears i cried,
I couldn't cry out,
Afraid of being strangled,
Feeling my insides die,
Nothing i could do,
but wonder why,
He said he loved me,
I was so young and so naive,
He knew the words to say,
To deceive ,
To earn my trust,
He burned in lust,
My body was just a cheep thrill,
A notch upon his belt,
His cruelty no problem dealt,
I began to beg him to stop,
I started crying out loud,
His hand over my mouth,
He whispered in my ear,
" its okay,
I'm right here,
I promise i won't hurt you come here"
He hugged me tight, saying I'm sorry,
For a moment i thought,
He was sincere,
I'll walk you home from here,
We walked away from the horrific scene,
My heart broken,
How could love turn so horrible,
So mean,
My pulse was still racing,
He wasn't done yet,
Come here let me kiss you my pet,
He tripped me to the ground,
A sat on top of me,
My wrists pinned to the ground with force,
Don't tell anyone about this,
I agreed while crying of course,
He said he'd let me go,
If i showed him how much i care,
He told me he loved me,
While i was still pinned there,
I wanted to go home,
I told him i care,
He pulled out his penis and rubbed it in my face,
Kiss it ,
he wants you to show you care,
As he moved higher lifting his penis closer to my face ,
I bit him, i bit him hard,
I managed to flip him over my head,
Onto the ground,
In front of me,
I kicked him in the groin,
Watching him scream in pain,
I ran so fast though the darkness,
Looking back to see if he was there,
I felt so dirty,
Broken,
I was only 13 years old,
in the darkest depths of despair ,
I retraced the memories that bought me there,
I was so ignorant to believe that he cared,
I thought that it was love,
that we shared,
That night he stole my innocence,
Within those violent waves,
Fractured my spirit,
But he didn't take my soul,
Caused me so much pain,
The pieces that escaped,
I'll never see again.