He Who Takes All

Born to a non virgin Mother 
A Father just wasn’t present
So no one to give me up 
For the forgiveness of you 

There was no manger 
Just a backseat of a car 
Nor any wise men 
Just really abusive ones 

But none of this means 
I still can’t be a son of God

I was never nailed to a cross 
Just physically hit a lot 
Nor did I ever help the blind see
But I do try to create awareness 

I’m not always willing to forgive 
Everyone who wrongs me 
But with time I do try hard
To make things right with them 

But none of this means 
I still can’t be a son of God

Amidst a life of exposed lies 
The truth lay hid beneath 
I prayed to be forever healed 
Confused about having faith 

The answers I tried to seek 
Seemed like a hopeless wish
As my words fell on deaf ears 
Or so I thought back then 

But none of this means 
I still can’t be a son of God

An Angel disguised as a lover 
Captured my soul and demons 
Teachings of love and values 
Built with efforts of compassion 

A connection like never before 
I felt safe and secure with her 
My first time experiencing that 
But a pandemic hit our love 

But none of this means 
I still can’t be a son of God

Creating a void between us 
My angel decided to move on 
I laid weak, hurt and insecure
With no one at all to turn to 

All alone drowning in my sorrow 
Feeling like I had no one at all 
To turn to or to lean on anymore 
Fears of myself becoming toxic 

But none of this means 
I still can’t be a son of God

Our Heavenly Father 
Has no prejudice nor type
For his blood was given 
For that of our forgiveness 

With no pre qualifications 
For all, his hand will reach 
If they seek for him to claim 
All it requires is love and faith 

Regardless your faults or sin 
Your invited , He who takes all,
Our Heavenly Father

But none of this means 
I still can’t be a son of God

He Who Takes All.