Heart ach

What little I have left betrays me 
The holder to my heart has left 
And now my heart is dryer than the desert 
I wish my true love would take the load off
But she still refuses 
My soul is crushed
And my heart is crying 
Who can lift this load I cry out 
But my cries turn into echoes 
My love is lost and my heart journeys to find it 
But it is lost by the attempt to find it 
I ask for a purer heart to help mine because love is what I need 
And love is what I crave
So please help my heart out this dark cave
And let it discover light again as if it surfaced 
Be it's caretaker because it needs intensive care 
To make it sprout because it bare
It's intensions are good but yet I do bad
My heart is out of order like it had no dad
But the alcoholic beverages keep it calm 
But love is what it needs to mend it back 
So I ask then when you find my heart you bring it back in one piece