Heart-Broken

You stole from me!
You robbed me of my dignity
No! You looted me of myself
My humanity, My morality,
My desire to be me,
My self-esteem, my identity,
My aspiration to be me!
 
I am a slave, serving your ego
Sentenced to a life of fear, doubt and brokenness
I am a victim, but serving your insensitivity
I trusted you, and you disappointed me
Now, I seek God to hold me through
 
Always a dreamer, I imagined love
With great hope and expectations
I flew across oceans and skies
To know you without hesitation
And today, my heart throbs in tribulation
 
I long so desperately to blame this on time
I shall heal as my wounds are not mine
I did finally abandon the escalating pain
I did reject the orders of people insane
Condemning me to a crypt of loneliness
Betraying my sincere efforts to a tomb of alienation
Hidden beneath this catacomb, lies desolation
I dig out hard to find my true evolution
Though this scant existence, I still survived the machination.