Drowned In Tears

My heart weighs heavy on my soul,
For both are drowned in tears
The endless struggles in myself, 
Made worse throughout these years

I walk along this path to Hell,
While Deaths upon His throne
Beneath a sky as black as night,
This stranger goes alone

I hear the wails of those who've lost,
And again....will never be
As waves of crimson pound the shore,
Then crash back to the sea

Frozen in the place I stand,
My voice a silent scream
I fear this time I may not wake,
To end this tortured dream

As nightmares rage all hope is lost,
My mind can't take the pain
So I battle with these Evil thoughts,
But never speak their name

Though I run and run to escape the hold,
Of Death and all my fears
My heart weighed heavy on my soul, 
For both have drowned in tears