Heaven

Seeing my dreams
Of friends behind the scenes
Of fake memories
Places I have never been

I think to myself
What a wonderful life
Less of pity and strife
Just love and hi-fives

Oho, disco. Just let it flow
Dance dance, her arms in toe
With laughter and conversation
Without bitter gossip or hesitation

He gives me motivation
Brief glimpses into distant futures elation.

Mums hairs turned white. (No nursing home set)
Think I bought or built a house. (No grass planted yet)
Daughters name is Lily, in the present, I have no wife. (Called out in a shopping mall)
Know where I`ll propose and marry in life. (Exactly that’s all)

I was Male and female.
Gay and straight.
With crowds knowing my name.
No Parents.
No judgement.
Just Love.

And the joy that brings me to tears.
The Fish of the Sea.