Hesitate

Father I'm sorry I hesitated didn't get my act together in time to make amens. Mother I have no wish to rehash the harsh, or fail to honer the little good things that you do. But I won't hesitate not to tell the whole truth about your life after you pass. Brother, eldest bro I love you so I'm glad you showed hesitation when suicidal thoughts passed you by. Why as humans do we hesitate so, miss out due to fear, or is it to prevent us from doing something stupid or achieving something great. Hesitation can save you  from thinking beyond that box. It's easy to turn it into contemplate, reflecting on the old, stuck. Plans are how some find a way, dum luck others. Chance encounters is another great opportunity to hesitate no more. Unless you have that gut feeling then hesitation is your mate. Isn't it that simple.