hide and seek

"you did it again?!" 
my heart was beating thousand time more than normal, i could feel every milligram of my blood flowing in the veins. 
breath, breath.
"did what?" 
"don't fool me, i can see" 
"i didn't anything-" i want you, i want you "-why are we keep on talking?" 
you give me some kind of feelings.
i am behind the curtains, i can catch a glimpse of your angry look; alone with her bra. 
a background of street lights, can you focus on me even if outside is wonderful?
please, i want you to look at me at the same way even if i disappointed you; look at me. i can do it if you really like that.
i put my hair behind my ear and shut my lips as a kiss, that shy smile as it was ironic. you know? 
can i put my lips in your most sensible places? 
"what are you thinking about?" 
"is just weed, it doesn't make you dependent"
"it does make you stupid to think like that" 
you look sexy when you're angry: this i could say but i know she'll get just more mad.
i couldn't help and i roll my eyes. 
"i hate when you act like this!"
"i hate when you insist so" my voice wasn't loud, i just didn't want her to treat me like that more. 
i hate it, i hate it when you make me feel like this, when i want you so much and you try to push me always more far away from your heart. 
"is for you, no one else but you" 
"then why you make me feel like this?"
"is it my fault now?" her head goes lower and then again up. i am sorry. 
"come here" 
behind the curtains i touch you and you touch me. i take it away from your face and get you closer as if you were my wife and i were taking off the veil. 
who else, babe, who else cold be my addiction more than you? could i survive it with two or with any? 
"can you make me feel high as you know, please i am begging you.." i whispered in her ear with my breath closer. 
her hand passes between my shirt down lower and lower. my eyes get closed by itself. here hided by everyone's eyes, i want you to take to bed. i wanna see, i wanna feel. 
take off all of my clothes, covered just with chills and sins. 
i need you to know you make the best sounds. 
while you keep on kissing and touching me i feel like crossing the skies, the brightest skies. 
your body's move on me gets me crazier over and over again and i beg you for more, more. bite me with love until i lose senses at all.