hold me back

Hold me back

I'm sorry!!
I would like to apologise
to my numb tongue.
I didn't mean to disrespect you.

I just don't know how to let things go
nor do I know how to forgive
those that have done me wrong .
I always end up relying on you
to hold me back
and all my hurtful words.

I didnt mean to say them
as I have hurt you in many ways.
Now your little face is covered in blood
but I don't find any grief in it -
in my eyes.