My greatest fear

I wanted to join in society
but I didn't have the enegry.
I was worthless.
My little heart was now
scatted, broken & hurt.
Put plasters on it hoping it will survive
but it was now hopeless & empty.
The love I once found pleasurable
was now bitter.
The Life I once enjoyed
was now suicide.
My mind was now
my greatest enemy.
And depression
is my greatest fear.