Hospital

In a moment everything makes sense, in a moment everything is calm. But the Red Rain stops for no one and the rain falls but this time with no call. I watch as my life is taken in the hands of another and the Red Rain pours, this time sure that what I've done as the rain has won. 

I want to run as the control is mine again. You can't win against the Red Rain and the Black snow. But now its there for all to know. We all have skeletons but with this fall the call brought one you can't hide or lie just have for the world to see and know. 

With this flood of blood no one can lie anymore a problem is here no longer just near. No longer the fear of losing me but now you can see the pain in me. I'm still not free from this horrid disease. Just time to meet people like me. 

Stuck in a hospital life so much simpler, the problems you have are said and no longer able to hide. You lie and say your fine but all know that since the black snow that is a lie. You say goodbye to your freedom of break as they take you away. New to this place and am a new face. Everyone different but went through your same case. 

In this unfamiliar place life seems fine but the black snow only piles and your skeletons go for miles. They say the words you don't wanna hear and the fear of never leaving is apparent. "Your gonna be here a while." Those words are vile. The shower cold you get frost bite from your soul as the temperatures collide. You cry and hope no one wonders why. In a place with people like you your still the basket case. "I'm not crazy." you say while they lock you up all day. Away from your friends and away from sanity. Red rain Black Snow nowhere to go. The pain from the rain is now known and you think ,"Why couldn't whats keeping me here just let me go."

Time to leave time to go time to put on a show. Time to pretend your fine and walk the line of "pain" and "no-on-shall-know." Hear the curtain call and watch as the Red Rain stands tall. Time to make sure no on knows and to put on a show.