Just Stay

Just stay.
We have all day to play  but you chose to run away. 
You run and have fun tearing people from me one by one. I sit and wait until you're done. While you’re having fun i’m sitting alone. I wait by my phone and when the tone hits spill my guts as i spill the pills. 
Together we were friendly until the end but i guess that was plenty. 

Just stay. 
I ask not wanting you to leave 
everyone else has and now you to? Who are you to think your better then me. My pain comes unseen to you. Do they know they’re hurting one already dead me?

Just stay.
I ask as I stay awake wishing to sleep. Here on my bed where I rest my head wishing I was dead. People come and go this pain is not for show. Do you know that you're the reason I hurt? I ask people to stay but they run away to play with other people’s toys. And fill each other with joy while I stay and pray for a better day.

Just stay
is that hard to ask?
All these boys playing with me like i’m another one of there toys 
All these adults turning their heads pretending not to care. When these little boys don’t play fair, Do i have to share my toy’s with these stupid boys?