How We Feel..

Fighting to control  
The bitterness inside 
Ashamed by my reactions 
They make me want to hide 
You really deserve better
I'm wanting to deliver 
Thoughts of being without you 
Make my body shiver 
Pouring out my feelings 
Makes me want to cry 
Wiping the slate clean 
Enables us to try 
We started on this journey 
Together with a vow 
I meant those words implicitly 
But not as much as now 
I Imagine us together 
All wrinkly, grey and old 
Reminiscing about good times 
Keeping warm when its cold 
So please forget what i said 
In the heat, it just isn't real 
Forget about what i did 
Just remember how we feel......