Humane

This cold numbness
Has given relief to my pain
No more feeling 
No more blame

A black ink 
Flows Through my veins 
Taking away the Humanity 
that caused me this pain

My sight is as murky
as a puddle of mud
My world is as cold
as my own blood 

The only warmth I feel 
are the tears that fall from my eyes
when I awake in a Nightmare 
a web of truth and your lies

Stop the breaths 
that come from my chest 
I beg of you
Please, just give me to the west

Humanity is weak 
a deception of beliefs
just like the "light"
there is no relief

There is no "Light" 
Stop "begging" to it
There is no reason 
For my soul to be "lit" 

No more feeling
No more pain
No more emotion
No longer humane