Hurting

I don’t know how many times I can break
I feel the weight with each and every mistake
When you’re a constant fuck up, saying “I’ll do better” seems.... fake
I can’t control it, been rolling with the punches and kicks
But you can get fed up real quick
I’ve had enough of this shit
But I know I can’t let it go
Maybe I can find my soul out in the rain and the snow
and bring it back home
Cursed with a strong will, I won’t just roll over and die
I will continue to try so I can look my kids in the eye
Believe me this is no lie
So take your hate out on me
I’ll carry the burden for free, the only one paying is me 
I will reach the mountain peak
with the whole world on my shoulders 
Climbing over the boulders as I continue to get older 
And I won’t holster
I’ll push through the burden 
I’m gonna see behind that curtain because i know for certain
That I’m needed here even though I am ......hurtin

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