Hurting

I'm here were you left me, I'm still hurting from the words that were last said. I can still hear you screaming "Your worthless". The nightmares wake me in the middle of the night, the hurting in side is going to kill me... the hurting out side no one see and no one cares... I still ask my self why did I fall for this again.... was it out of fear? Love? Pain? I dont know.... but some part of me doesn't want to know why. I dont want to be here alone I know that for a fact but I dont want to be here with you... I just want to live my life with out hurting, I just want my heart back... I can fix it my self with out you.... hurting from you is like dying! I just want to get away from you.... from the other people who hurt me.... I will stay strong on my own, so leave and get going to some one else, But leave my heart for me to fix!