I ache

I feel so lonely. 

I'm breaking apart.

I miss your lovely

Lovely eyes and kind heart.

Don't you miss me?

Don't you feel like you're drowning when your alone..?

The way I do..

I feel like someone's pounding nails into my head,

I can't sleep.

I haven't for about three months.

And this insomnia is scary.

I fall asleep in class

In the car

But it's never restful and I rarely sleep thorough the night,

Well or not.

Wake up to the demons in my head

Three

Four

Times a night.

I can't breathe right..

I'm drowning. 

Come see me..

I ache to be in your arms.

I ache to kiss your lips.

I ache to feel your touch.

I'm so alone here..

I hate it.

No one's ever cared for me the way you do.

No one's ever done so much for me.

No one's been there for me the way you have been.

And now..

Now the ocean of emotion,

The sea of pain

That I feel

Is overwhelming me.

I can't take this. 

I can't. 

Help.