I am here

It's not that I had a reasons to die
It's that I had so few reasons to live
But I could never let go because I still had a reason.
And just one reason to live is enough.
One reason to live out ways a hundred reasons to die.

Now it's possible that my life is coming to an end, that's beyond my control and I never expected that.
now it's like I don't have a choice anymore. It's so ironic it hurts.
The good side though?
As the end draws near I have realised there are countless reasons to be alive. 

life is precious.
If you have the choice...

Live.