I am lost

Wandering aimlessly into the morning night.  Remembering who I forgot I once was.  A fairy tale so sweet and innocent, a page has turned and I am lost.  I appeared when trouble was amiss, my life completely ignored.  Once the troubles were altered, my tears, like the rain, uncontrollably poured.  Realizing my dreams and aspirations, now knowing they were reneged promises.  I took hold and set sail praying for reality to take my breath.  Down a dry river into bright darkness, I set sail into the soul of death.