I can't find the stars to help me dream...

Lying here with my running thoughts
Thinking of all the battles I've fought
Can't sleep off the blinding smoke
Closing my eyes but still all alone

Climbing these four walls wishing when will the light shine
Images in my head of the things that are taking over my mind
Daylight is getting closer and i won't invite my hollowed time
I'm calling to the moon masquerading as my borrowed smile

It consumes my body as I sleep
I succumb to insomnia as I'm weak
Tightness of my chest as I breathe
I can't find the stars to help me dream

I want to be in the arms of my saviour and share what's keeping me awake
If one is willing my heart is here to pour over yours so I don't need to drown
Staring at the ceiling writing my own stories of how to get out of this place
Searching for the voice hovering over me saying sshh.. just lay your head down

Sometimes when I'm sleeping I see the faces that are killing me
Sometimes when I'm weeping i hear the sound of angels pleading
Sometimes when my freedom is squandered I ponder my existence
I just can't find the stars to help me dream..

It consumes my body as I sleep
I succumb to insomnia as I'm weak
Tightness of my chest as I breathe
I can't find the stars to help me dream
Where are you to help me dream?
I just can't find the stars to help me dream...