I can’t live without you

If you could only see me now 
You will know what I’m going through 
because in your heart you know 
that I can’t live with out you 

My heart is hanging on a string 
Holding on to this feeling so tight 
And it refuses to give up 
Even thought its losing the fight 

And there’s nothing that I can do 
My life is over, completely doomed 
I wish I could tell that to the birds 
That’s singing out side my bedroom 

Flying about on the tree branches 
Then up to they sky they flew 
Not knowing it’s the last day of my life 
Because I just can’t live without you 

Life is beautiful all around us 
Mother natures’ at its full beauty 
The big bright yellow full moon 
Shines across the land and sea 

Miles of jasmines flowers in bloom
Rainbows of red, yellow, green, blue 
All goes together so beautifully 
But still not as beautiful as you 

I am hurting more than I can bear 
And no one even have a single clue 
That today I bid the world goodbye 
Because I just cant live with out you 

I poured my feeling in my poems 
Trying to empty myself of the pain 
But it just invites fresh emotions 
Inside me to hurt all over again 

It’s the first time I ever love someone 
And my heart is now forever hers 
And if I can’t be with her then
 the purpose of my life has lose its cause

Love isn’t finding someone to live with 
That is not what love is about 
Love is finding that only someone 
That you can’t live with out 

Today I decided to take control 
Of my life for once and for all 
Will climb to highest building 
And let my lifeless body fall 

My last words will be the name of the girl 
who take away her love and my laughter 
And I will explain our love story 
In a last hand written letter 

Please don’t judge me for this action 
I tried so very hard honest I do 
But my whole world just fall apart 
Because I cant live without you 

Mother may god give you the strength 
To cope with what I have done 
But you have your sons and their children 
To help ease the pain when I’m gone