I dont know what I was thinking

~~fine lines
 figures in the time
 of when silhouettes was all you knew
 before we actually grew
up
 enough's never enough
 for me to change what's rough
 I've been through plenty of stuff
 things that aren't astronamically correct just to try and get myself some sort of kind of respect.
 hoping that you see my eyes
 cause my eyes don't lie
 I hope that in due time
 I'm lying
 about going through this craziness
 so I may behave in this
 very moment where I find bliss
 in being sober all a mist
 of cowboys riding horses
 fairy tales always seem hopeless
 but your hopelessness
 is what makes us
 into these individuals of the past
 that once upon a time had the time to find prince charming
 I find it quite alarming
 that no one believes in fairy tales anymore.
 I hope you won't stare
 when I try to wish upon a star
 that my long hair will reach the bottom of my castle
 so there's no hassle
 for me to climb down
 and hop on the next persons back that'll carry me around
 hate me today
 hate me tomorrow
 parting with you is such sweet sorrow