I Don't Love You Anymore

I don't know if what I'm about to say may will mean much to a lot of people or not.

But I think I did it, I think i'm over him. I forgot the way his touch made me feel, I forgot the way he smiled. I forgot the sound of his voice and the color of his eyes.

Things I swore were unforgettable have been forgotten. I no longer have my heart race at the sound of his name, nor do I feel it break at the sign of his inactive account. ⠀

He used to be my everything and then he became just another blurry face in my past. A faded memory which wasn't clear anymore.

It took me months to try and forget you, to try and get you out of my thoughts.  I told you it would take me long, and you said it would for you too. I guess we both have our own vision of time. ⠀

I loved you, and it took me months in order to stop loving you. It took months of crying, mental break downs, writing, trying and gosh I've tried.

But when I was expecting it the less. I did it. I haven't moved on but I certainly don't think I am still in love with you.

I don't love you anymore. And my words must be just dust in thin air to you, but it took me a lot of patience to tell you this, I don't love you anymore.

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⠀- r. a. s.