i drink myself to sleep

I heard a cry when she fell to the floor. I stand to look but he closed the door.  I heard it again but this time louder, your a mad man she shouted over and over.

I started to scream cause they were driving mad , a dark side of me showed i never  thought i had. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed one of the knives, he came through the door and yelled Jesus Christ.

I stabbed at him and he started to shift , he said put it down , i yell '' you son of a bitch'. I didn't want to stab him but yet the knife slipped, i open my eyes, i had to quint a bit.

I storm out the door and went to her room, she was bleeding so bad and there was one thing  to do. i put her out her misery and i gave a loud cry, i went back to the kitchen and yelled why? why?.

i started to sweat cause my nerves were on fire and i started to laugh cause he was gone forever. That man was sick, he deserved to die , i wonder how it took such a long while.

I sat on the floor with my head in my hands and then i  realize something, they were all i had. I jump to my feet  and started to weep because all i had to do was to drink myself to sleep.