I embraced the darkness
I cut the lights off in my room
I embraced the darkness
My mind gets twisted with thoughts that I have lost control
I cant handle temptations to commit sin
I cant help thoughts of revisiting the darkest hours of my life
The bottle that’s now empty, reminds me of how the pain still exist
Am I pissed, am I a lost soul among lost souls?
I cut the lights off in my room
I embraced the darkness
My mind wonders, my mind races
I feel the sweat trickling down the sides off my tired face
I cant control my visions
I cant help but to see the only place that gives me peace
The chronic got me high but relaxes my confused mind
I cut the lights off in my room
I embraced the darkness
My mind is focused but my heart is empty
I cant seem to concentrate
I cant seem to let go of the memories
I cant seem to move on from the fact things will never ever again be
The mirror on my table leaves evidence of my 3 day binge
Am I angry, am I stranded in a world that sunshine doesn’t really exist
I cut the lights off in my room
I embraced the darkness!Â
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Comments
really sad feeling's prove's drinking and memory's don't go together.all the best.tina
Thank you and yes Id love for you to continue i'd love to read what you come up with. alot of my poems are not written because of something i am going through at the time i write them. My poems are from my experiences, from the experiences of those I know or met in my life. One of my many reasons to write, is that maybe something i have written might help someone else in thier lives or someone they may know.
Thanks so much for those words Shah that means a lot.. My pen will never quit will god allows me to breathe
great write x
thank you so much Susan