I got to.

I got to up to see the sunrise for the first time at this late stage of life.

​​​​​​A non event due to cloud. 

Funny said I. 

The one time I purposely do something.

That's irrelevant  because of what I got , a kiss naked in the kitchen from you my everything. 

And I knew for triple sure that it was sunset for my time here. 

And I took joy in what I got. 
All that  time, the perfect view for what I was going through. 

A symbol of the freedom I had gained... my own... me, and corresponding you. 

And what was important to me. 

What I got was a hard life, but I got a life. 

Equality impossible as allowed. 

And I used my ex ray eyes to see my beautiful beatings and how I overcome my own obstacles. 

That I put in the way. 

Furrowed frustration with a fist bump. 

This I got and forgot about what I didn't get. 

Or hadn't accomplished yet. Disappeared like old friends and lovers once held. 

For that brain inside me said yes this is how it is. 

Ground down but supported. 
Let loose a bit but not distorted. 

I got you and are forever grateful. 

I think it's a bit odd that I wish sunshine and roses to all. 

After all what am I trying to say. 
Rose's are for love and death.
 
Sunshine is rays of human nature and how I want to be happy with the things got, or given, past on, down, or squabbled over. 

The one thing that you can't and should not replace is the I got senses of peace and kindness. 

I am upset sometimes over what happened. 

But so comforted by I got the life I sort of wanted, even if there was glory and glitch, poetry and stitch. 

I wove together all the missing and fell asleep in your arms. 
Not to be corny but have to sing it anyway. 

I got you babe.