I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU AS YOU'RE MY DAD

I'm in a mental health unit I don't know what to do
all I can do is think about you.
What you put me through was wrong
and I've been hurting for long
with emotional and physical pain
you know who I blame
I blame you for what you put me through.

I hate you I love
I got mixed feelings towards you
I wish I didn't as I love you loads
I just wish you didn't explode.

I still love you
I don't hate you
I just don't like what you did to me
I wish I could forget it but I can't
it hurts my mind so bad
even thinking about it I go mad.

I hate you I love you
I got mixed feelings towards you
I wish I didn't as I love you loads
I just wish you didn't explode.

I couldn't believe what you said
it lays there in my head
you said you never loved me
but I didn't want to believe it as you're my dad
but when I realized it made me quite sad.

I hate you I love you
I got mixed feelings towards you
I wish I didn't as I love you loads
I just wish you didn't explode.

what you did to me made me have an illness that's sent me insane
you are the one who I blame.

I hate you I love you
I got mixed feelings towards you
I wish I didn't as I love you loads
I just wish you didn't explode.