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I have become my own enemy

I have become my own enemy

I have no room in my life for my own happiness

I cannot focus on healing old wounds when I’m dealing with new ones daily

I find myself suffocating on lies being told by soulless bodies

They cannot consume the truth and hide away from it

The more I fight for what is right the more I lose my honor

I try to stand yet realize I am losing limbs in this battle

I have no legs to stand my ground

No mouth to voice my opinion

No arms to comfort the fallen

And no heart to show love towards the ones we lost

I have been fighting this battle for over seven years

And realized I have been fighting myself…I have become my own enemy

How do you kill something that is a part of you?

How do you let go of yourself?

I am the evil in dark and hope from that the light brings.

Yet cannot separate them as they are one. 

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Gabrielle B-g

This is a very dark and genuine poem. Great work. Please check out my writings as well and perhaps add me.

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Carmen Hendricks

Hi Gabrielle, thx and it is dark yes, prefer those types of poems at times. will check out ur work and thx for accepting my invite. 

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Nancy Mcgowin

This is really deep, and makes you really think! I like it!

Nancy

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Glenn Marchand

It's alarming how we often become enemies of ourselves. You have capture some raw emotions in this poem. You express yourself well. I thank you for sharing. 

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Carmen Hendricks

Hi Glenn, thanks and its so true. Glad you enjoyed my writing. 

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B C

Carmen - you sly devil, you... Surreptitiously weaving your way into my heart through your clever poems!

First of all, that picture is rather disturbing, yet I find myself unable to turn away through a morbid fascination. I had the same reaction to the poem. You don't know me, yet seem to reveal truths about me that I find myself to scared to admit to myself, even! 

Very well done! Bravo!

**Note to self: Do not consume a bottle of wine before reading Carmen's poems. 

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Carmen Hendricks

Hi Broke, thanks for the comment lol was very sweet and funny. I'm happy the poem meant so much to you. keep well

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