I just don't belong

I just don't belong
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ββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββI had received word from others
that I must confess.
The voices in my head are saying,
"My life is a mess!"
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Daily I struggle with anxiety
that keeps me so uptight.
I'm so far into the darkness
that I've lost all sight of the light.
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I can't even think straight
and I jump to conclusions.
My whole life has been nothingΒ
but an optical illusion.
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I despise what I have becomeΒ
and everything I see.
I'm so messed up in the head
way far beyond degree.
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So I sit alone in the dark
bow my head and softly cry.
I want the pain to stop!
Or better yet Die!
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Explosions in my head!
Massive confusion!
I can't even escape from
this terrible intrusion.
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My life has No meaning,
No purpose, No drive.
I can't fight the demons
who bury me alive.
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I'm sick of what I've become
and how my life has been.
I can't save myselfΒ
so it's time to come to an end.
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So walk away please,
because I'm a Disease.
A virus so contagious
you'll never have peace
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My life is in ruins;
Being born was all wrong!
I finally come to realized
that I just don't belong.
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