I know what's happening

Rose petals cascade down and hit the concrete floor as they paint my story upon this snow, cold ground,
 
I believe that I was a ray of lights that would bring a new dawn in my life, but I was wrong because I feel empty, hollow like my exit does not mean anything,

I use my pain to lock the sinister thought of my mind in the  darkness of my soul, my horror as become a venomous knife that cuts into my heart deeper and deeper. 

Everyday once at a time she would cut her arm, it started with one cut then another she just wanted the pain to fade into the darkness from when it had came from.

Wishing this torture would end and she won't have to be here,
But deep down she just praying that someone would try to save her.

She's crippled and bruised,
She knows that love dead for her years ago,
After all she's injured from the inside and out .

She's confused about her life 
No where to escape but deep inside herself.

Asking for death ever second but deep down she just wants someone to save her,
Cause she doesn't want to die 
But yet she feels like she doesn't belong here.

Please save her