I made mistakes

I made mistakes I can't take away
I know I caused somebody's pain one day
I have cheated and I have lied
I took the lords name in vain and I wished someone would die 
I have cried those tears of shame
Myself....I blamed
My past holds a evil history
One which caused someone else's misery
I have judged and I know what it feels like to hate
Yeah I made mistakes
Now I'm wondering why I suffer
Why times have gotten....tougher
I have broken hearts and I have walked out on love
Shrugged my shoulders, myself....I was thinking of
Now I'm wondering why love don't live  here and why I'm all alone
Why I'm on my own
My past comes with mysteries
Criminal thinking and strategies
 If I had to lie again....could I
If I had to sin again....would I
I look in the mirror just to see what's behind me
It's the old me
I made mistakes!