I miss you

There is silence now everywhere
you are not here to comfort me
and i feel like I've been struck by a train one million times 
i miss you 

the only thing that i regret is not always treating you like you deserved to be treated
you would look down on me now with your loving eyes an tut tut tut at me 
there are so many words i wish you'd had the chance to hear me say
i miss you  

now im standing at your grave 4  years later 
I've found another man who treats me well
would you want me to be happy? I hope so 
i miss you  

its your birthday today 
and i woke up forgetting you were gone
i bought you a birthday cake and you weren't there
i miss you 

Im old now honey I've been married now for twelve years
but dont worry you havent been forgotten 
your still in my heart 
i miss you  

your still loving and loyal partner