Poem - 13 April 2019, 23:43

I need to be me!

I just want to be happy
to laugh out loud
I need to be me,I need
To be proud.
Seeking higher self
Searching for so long
Does no one see, how
I long to be ...... Just me
reminiscing in my slumber
of how I used to be happy and carefree.
With friends around me
Plenty to see dosing about OK gimme a shout.

Trapped no were to turn
Blamed beratted belittled
Told what to do
Abanded by loved ones
I see the truth now who
You really are.
All I want is to be me
Not the one scared to
Do or say how it is,
Its you you idiot why can't you see.
Your binges cause you to
Forget adamant your right, whilst I'm wrong
Assassination of my soul
Of all that's me!
Expected to run around do everything
Whilst you and yours sit
Like blinking lords not
Lifting a finger cmon be
Nice to have to sit and do
Nothing this really isnt me.

I just want to be me!;
Had 25 mins on my phone saved.
So I could call my mum
Her birthday yesterday
But you used my credit
Knowing full well I needed to ring mum.
Bet she thinks im the one
Who couldn't be asked
No not my fault mum.
So I see today being the same no rest for me not
allowed.
Oh ffs why is it I can't be me;!!!