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I say

I say

I say I’m fine 
When all that’s going through my mind is how the hell can I mask feeling how I do so that no one knows 

I say I’m fine 
When right now I’m fighting, fighting to feel safe when in reality I couldn’t be safer 

I say I’m fine 
When all I want Is to know how to process these thoughts, the thoughts that tell me I’m worthless when I know I’m not 

I say I’m fine 
When right now I know I’m not 

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Tony Taylor

YESS!! LIZZIE!!....So many wear the mask of shyness or indifference or even happiness while, on the inside, they are screaming for help and understanding from a world that seems to torment them!!.....I LOVE that you expressed this so VERY well here (says a Lot about you)....with the repetition of the Title line adding to the power of it and creating the perfect flow!!......ALL STARS & PINNED!!.....Feels like you're working on yourself!!.......Keep up the Great work dear poet sister!!......Lots of LOVE & ROCKETS!!......T xo : )

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