I T S 6 A M

I lay on my back
Clutching my head
Insane migraine
As I lay awake in bed 
It's 6 a.m and I haven't slept
This time not by choice
It's like I'm constantly screaming 
With a lost voice
I'm convinced I'm dreaming
That's why I'm not sleeping
Because I'm in a constant nightmare
Fuck, I feel like a crocodile weeping
I'm running on fumes
But I'm ok with that
It's been happening for so long
I've been awake for so many moons
There's a fire in my head
And no one's putting it out
I've lost my voice 
Because all I do is shout
It's 6 a.m and I'm still awake
I can't sleep
Because of my own head
My thoughts are way too deep