I Thought I...

I thought I heard you whisper as the wind spoke yesterday.
A silent,gentle rush of air across my dampened cheek.
I tried to listen hard to what sweet words you tried to say
but  all I heard was empty loneliness

I thought I saw your outline as I crossed the busy street.
I strained my eyes to catch a better look.
I search the face of every stranger that I chance to meet
but all I see is bitter emptiness

I thought I felt your touch upon my hands when closed in prayer
I reach to hold the  hands I miss so much
I felt in vain for comfort but could find no solace there
I’m lost without your voice, your self, your touch

I thought I could be strong  but now I know that I am weak
You were the strength that lifted me each day
I’d give the world for one more chance to  listen to you speak
But like the wind your words have blown away