I Tried.

Pain has got me on the run.
Running faster than a bullet that has just been fired out of a hot blazing gun.
I am running to find a pain killing warm heavenly sun.
I will tell thee this pain is no fun.
In life what wrong have i done.
I have lived my life like a god fearing catholic nun.
To my family i have been a good husband father and loyal son.
Now on my shoulders i am carrying a heavy weighted ton.
I have lost, in this life i have not won.