I wanna get off!

Love is, real love, true love, true desire is an uncontrollable passion for someone! People think sometimes cos you act like a dick that, that person doesn't really love you! Bollocks, Bonkers and balderdash bullshit! When I love...the ground shakes, the leaves fall off the trees and I lose my mind sometimes! That doesn't mean I'm crazy, it doesn't mean I'm mad! It just means I'm vulnerable to my emotions, especially that feeling of love! It's just who I am! In every day life, I don't lose my temper...when under pressure at work I am the one who is the coolest in them situations! So I am quite a mild mannered guy... except when I'm in love! I've been in love and been cool! But this time...I wanna go RAAAA...like that...just like that, a big GRRRR! My emotions rise, my testosterone flows... adrenaline pumping....crazy madman! I wanna hold her so close that I grip so hard that she turns to sand, then blows away...then I lose myself wondering why they don't feel the same way?? Answer that?? The neverending turmoil of what I believe to be love is a true love/hate relationship of love...not the person...just the love part! This treacherous tread I leave behind, is my lost soul...with love so blind, who cannot find his path or way...who lives his life within dismay...who seeks a soul to feel like him...to make him smile while still feel grim, my heads so fucked I can't rewind, to find my loss or find my kind!!!! My life, my love, my world, is fucked...END OF...now stop this world...I wanna get off!