I wanted my children to have a voice
You were abandoned by your dad
And he never stood up for you as a father should have
You were controlled by your motherÂ
Manipulated to do the things she wanted
And no matter what you didÂ
You never felt good enoughÂ
Cause she always complained
Was never satisfiedÂ
And as a child you thought it was all your faultÂ
As a child you though- maybe she will notice meÂ
if I just gave a little more of me
Maybe one day she’ll show that she caresÂ
Maybe one day I don’t have to fearÂ
I don’t have to hold back my tearsÂ
I don’t have to put on a smileÂ
And I don’t have to lie and say I’m fine
Unsafe
UnprotectedÂ
In an environment that you couldn’t runaway fromÂ
You learned early to behave in a way that was pleaseableÂ
And so the defenses came up
One after one
Until you didn’t even recognizeÂ
The tenth feet wall that you builded around your heartÂ
A people pleaser, you became
Without even knowing itÂ
Cause that was just life
And you didn’t even question it
UnconsciouslyÂ
A pattern startedÂ
The pain of rejection - you guardedÂ
It’s never been delt withÂ
It’s buried deep inside
And He just want to say:
It’s timeÂ
My child
It’s time to feel the wounds all over
It’s time to heal the scars they made
Cause darling - you are not your parents mistakesÂ
You have a choice to make
You can continue down the same lake
Or you can change its courseÂ
It’s up to you - cause I don’t forceÂ
Whatever you decide - I deeply respectÂ
Even tho I know what’s best
I created you and wherefore I know what you needÂ
I knew you before you’d even exist
I knew you before you’d enter this life
I knew it was going to be a tough ride, my childÂ
You can let me take the burdensÂ
that’s been on your shoulders
You can let me take every pieceÂ
That’s been stolen
You can let me transform youÂ
Make you new
My child - there is nothing I can not do
I promise I’ll provideÂ
You know what to doÂ
I promise I’ll break throughÂ
And You know in your heart you want to believe it’s true
But It’s hard - cause no one has ever kept their promiseÂ
So why should I?
My love, you’re the reasons why
My sacrifice was heavy
But I’ll do it all againÂ
Cause if it wasn’t for my son
You couldn’t be cleanedÂ
If it wasn’t for my son
He couldn’t bring you to meÂ
Now that’s it’s done
Everyone has a choiceÂ
I wanted my children to have a voiceÂ
Everything you’ve heard about me can’t possibly be true
Cause I’m not cruelÂ
Am not the God people expect I am
But if you want - I’ll show you who I truly am
I want you to know me
I want to reveal the truthÂ
I want you to be free from your generations roots
I was there the moment it all happenedÂ
I was there through all of your nightmaresÂ
With sweat and tearsÂ
I was there - in all of your fearsÂ
And my heart criedÂ
I wanted to interfereÂ
But that’s not my characterÂ
In time you’ll understandÂ
I am battling for your life
It’s important that you knowÂ
Cause what they have for youÂ
Is not at all good
You don’t need to play a part
All I want is your heartÂ
You don’t need to worry aboutÂ
The things am gonna doÂ
I have a plan and my plans is in store for you
I want you to bloom
I want you to shineÂ
I want to make the smilie on your face come aliveÂ
I want to hear your laughterÂ
From deep withinÂ
I want you to understand that I’ve already won the fightÂ
My son was burriedÂ
Raised to lifeÂ
the work is done
His mission completeÂ
Now there’s access for you to reach me
You just have to rest
And let me do what I do bestÂ
Clearing the way
Rewriting the story
Letting in all of my gloryÂ
Receive and receive
Your cup overflowsÂ
I’ll restore broken thingsÂ
And make them whole
Support CosmoFunnel.com
You can help support the upkeep of CosmoFunnel.com via PayPal.