I Weep

When I reflect back on past steps taken in life
Disappointments of failures
"I Weep"
Loosing the bond with my children
"I WEEP"
The Abandonment
Hurt an Pain
Mixed with the battered toppings
of Guilt, Hurt, an Shame
"I WEEP"
Underneath the vision
of Angles embrace
Days ticking with time
Left Alone in the stillness
In my mind
Needed Chastisement to transform the mind
The Rejection curved to end  with a fast play of Abondoment
To be left with tears at The Throne
"I WEEP"
Sleepless nights
threw the rain
as I look up to pray threw mistakes 
given as tests
to have Failed
"I WEEP"
For Love Ones passed on
Causing a disconnection 
within the marrow of the bones
"I WEEP"
My soul was bruised
in places seen an unseen
"I WEEP"
From the pealing of the paint exposing my past
For the material possessions
that's not ment to last
" I WEEP"
 Rising Emotions
that explodes inside
Resting in the Angles Holy arms
I CRY CRUSHED IN THE CENTER CORE
OF THE HEART INSIDE
TO" WEEP"