I wished...

I wished for something different 
I wished for something real 
I wished for someone to love me 
Enough to take the wheel 

And when my life seemed blacked 
By men and all they gave 
I wished for God to take me home 
To put me in my grave 

I wished that I would wake up one day 
And I'd be in no more pain 
That I'd for once in my whole life 
Feel like a woman again 

I wished that I could see the truth 
Which stood in front of me 
I wanted to believe in love  
But I knew it wasn't to be 

And so I tried to move along 
Right into the arms 
Of yet another worst mistake 
Taken by his charms 

Knowing he would take away 
Everything I ever loved 
I wished, for then, I could leave 
Waiting for a sign from above 

I waited for a decade to pass 
Before I hit the road 
I gave to him my all 
And then some more 
I carried a heavy load 

6 blessings from the heavens above 
In the form of little hearts  
We're given to me to learn to love 
Unconditionally from the start 

I travelled over many miles 
To find my one true love 
That was a wish I hadn't made 
When I wished to up above 

I found my wishes one by one 
Had been fully granted to me 
When I finally stopped wishing I met 
A man called Dave Abbey 

Now my wish list has only one wish 
Left to be achieved 
I'll never wipe this one wish off until it's granted to me 

My past wishes have led me to here 
This is where I longed to be 
I wished a wish a long time ago 
One wish just for me

To be living with love which fills my heart 
To be living a life of joy 
All my wishes one by one 
Were granted, no longer destroyed 

I have been given all I wished for 
My 6 little hearts are loved 
My life is filled unconditionally 
Thanks to the heavens above 

These are the reasons I truly believe 
There's so much more to come 
I've finally been given all my wishes 
All my wishes, but one... 

When I look back at where I've been and I consider what I really wanted in life way back then! I realise I've arrived...

Written 12/7/17