I wouldn't block

I wouldn't block  you to keep you, 
because you haven't kept me, 
You made me solid,
simple,
and temporary.
Trying out the dating life so you choose me, 
Either way I still feel played I feel nasty.
Respect you? 
NO RESPECT me, 
You choose to love on me only when you was horny, 
Now tell me again was you real or Not!.

I wouldn't block you to keep you,
I wouldn't keep you to see new, 
I wouldn't love, 
NOT you! 

I should have ran to capture my insanity back, 
You made me love you remember that?
You made me  love you remember THAT? 
Told them I was your girlfriend and I  never was,
SO you started the train reaction to my heart of getting my love, 
Now how do I get it back ?