I'm A Ghost

There are so so many ways 

For me to say don't go
I absolutely need you
You board up the holes in my soul
When you turn your back to me
The Demons, they slip inside
And they whisper to me, from deep inside my mind
I don't want to die alone
In fact I don't want to die at all
But that is as inevitable 
As the leaves changing color in the fall
I tell you every chance I get
That I only exist because you do
And every time your not around
I really deeply miss you
I am nothing without you
Just a thought across someone's mind
I need your support and kindness
To even believe I'm alive
I can't do this on my own
I've never been one who could claim to
I've only made it this far
Because you've thrown me a rope to hang on to
I'm on the outside of life
Like a ghost lost in the crowd
And I only feel any form of value
When you say you want me around
It hurts to know your alone
That no body cares you were born
Like a classic novel 
With all the pages torn

By LukeCoomer (c)