I'm being played... No Games.??

What do you see when you look at me...?
The fool that has come to be...
Will you ever declare your love for me...?
Shout it from the roof tops for all to see & hear...
Scream it so loud that my partially deaf  ear would be proud...
Backing it all up with actions to...
Complete & total follow through...
Shining so bright in the dead of night...
No I don't think so, actually I think not with all the proof that I've got...
You've made such a fool of me...
You've gave everyone the permission to do the same...
Now I'm nobody once again, playing twice the same silly games...
I'm sick of sitting on the side lines taking all the blame from you...
It's all you ever do...
Blame me, Shame should be on you...
I want to be free, live laugh & love again...
Unconditionally & not in vain...
I want to smile once more...
To stop keeping score...
No games I don't wanna play anymore...