I'm Crazy

These days,
I'm always feeling just a little pissed off.
You don't know how hard it is not to blow my top.
Feeling stressed out I don't even have a rock,
To lean on, to lean on.
My brain is gonna pop,
And bleed on, and bleed on.
And that shit just rings on.
You're probably thinking what I'm saying ain't even the truth,
But I promise if you were in me and not you,
Yea I promise that you probably get 20 clues,
That I'm crazy,
I promise you would think that I was crazy.
So you're probably thinking maybe, maybe so.
And I'm telling you it's yes not a 'N' or a an 'O'.
I'm crying out for help but you're steady on your phone.
Crying for help but you ain't ever home.
I'm crying out for help, then I say "Leave me alone".
I wanna hear 7 trumpets,
7 trombones.
Sometimes I ask God to just take me home.
Sometimes I wonder if I could even do it alone.