I'm done

All of this pain and suffering
Is getting to hard to deal with 
I wish that I could just end it all
Then I won't have to deal with it 
People always pretend like they care 
But all of that is a lie 
I won't have to worry about not knowing the truth 
When my new home will be up in the sky 
No one will ever know 
Why I might be feeling this way 
At least when I'm gone 
Their wondering will start to go away 
I can't help what I'm feeling 
No matter how hard I try 
These feelings are eating me up inside 
Every night I'll sit by myself and cry 
I'm done with about l the crying 
I'm done with all the hate 
I think that having a life filled with misery 
Has to be my fate