Suicide

All of the pain and over thinking
It all became too much
Every feeling I felt 
I pushed aside so no one could touch 
No one ever noticed
The pain behind my eyes
Even if I was sat there in silence 
Feeling luke I was about to cry 
I went home and got the pills
About to end it all
Because everyone around me
Made me feel so small 
I see someone running
They are screaming out for help 
But help is hard to find 
When you dont want to save yourself