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Im in hell

Maman j’ai mal I’m living in hell where people lie and feed me contradictions, I’m failing to live a life with satisfactionΒ 
I live in a world where everyone will let you believe that being β€œYOU” is enough but in the same breath let β€œYOU” know that β€œYOU” are not good enough to exist in there world.

I grew up knowing only rejection by father and further continued into my childhood straight into adulthood nobody has ever loved me and The only time anyone will admit they did is when I’m laying in a shallow fresh grave and lie on my name for clout, sympathy and affection from those they desire it from.Β 

You never loved me you never even texted me you never kept me in your thoughts though you knew I battled mental and physical demons but left me to rot. Yet when I go savage I’m the one who’s β€œLost the plot” 

I’m sick to death but even her sweet embrace rejects me all the friends I’ve lost who where more deserving of this lifeΒ 
7 friends died murked in endz some with shanks some with skengzΒ 
16-21Β  but I’m 22 now I out lived my expectations the young yute that thought 18 was middle age.
How many times has the venom in me told me to ride but the Jinn in me makes me hide I AM VENOM and I’m done living to work 7am-5pm for minimum wage just to come home and have fuck all to show for it if I’m 23 and living this same live venom will take my headphone cables and strangle me to death with it

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Ella

WOW thats so sad!! I really love how you tell you story with poetry! Β I just want you to know that even if you don't feel loved, or like people care, they do! There are lots of people out there who love and would do anything for you! welcome to cosmo!!

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Venomous One

Thank you I appreciate that and thank you for readingΒ 

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