I´m Scared

Scared of waking 
Scared of decision making
Scared of talking 
Scared of looking 
Scared not to

Scared of falling asleep
Scared of counting sheep
Scared of dreams
Scared of screams
Scared of myself
Scared of loneliness
Scared of kindness
Scared of excelling
Scared of misspelling
Scared of love
Scared of hate
Scared of gaining weight

Scared of fear    
Scared of my career
Scared of a new year
Scared of staying here
Scared to disappear

Scared of living
Scared of dying
Scared of telling
Scared of lying